Thursday, June 2, 2016

I AM EVEN MORE




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While sorting through my old stuff meaning to throw away those no longer needed, I stumbled on a piece of paper which was apparently creased badly like somebody meant to throw it away but changed his mind. It was typewritten. Well, I brought it out to the table and began to read it.....
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I am even more.

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Life has been tough. A roller coaster ride through hills, mountains,
and valleys. I had been bombarded with cares and woes that I've lost
count on my fingers, toes included.
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I've lost chances. Plenty of them which could have made my life
different. I've lost people too which could have lent my existence
some joy and fun.
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I have faltered, stumbled, and fallen a dozen times. All different
from the other, not the same, but I soon discovered that everything
served the same goal of my learning.
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I fumed, cried buckets, felt sorry over lost chances, and regretted
mistakes. Many things angered me, and many more succeeded to break my heart.
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BUT..... I have realized that I can't fix everything even if I wanted to or no matter how I try. Strange but some things sorted themselves out. Divine intervention some would say. That then saved me a lot of 'huffin-and-puffin' just to bring the bad ones down. A good number I figured out myself, fortunately. Yet some do not disappear and simply stick out like a sore thorn on the side. You just have to learn to live with it. I learned that, too.
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Bruised and scarred by my own battles, (life is indeed tough, amigo) and yet here I am. Still standing. Because I have learned that I am even more. So much more.
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Somebody up there must be smiling. I guess HE meant it that way. And you know what... I'm glad that HE did. Thank you!
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Heyy.. that's my story! :-) I think it's everybody's story, too. You are even more. If you do not know it yet..... let me say this again --- You are so much more!
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God bless you
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4 comments:

  1. Hello,

    I would have died many times but God saved me. Once by drowning in the sea, once a motor cycle accident and once s lorry accident.

    I brought up three children and like any middle class parents money was always a problem to give them good education and other things.

    But I have succeeded and still going strong.

    God gave me problems but HE also showed me ways to solve the problems one way or the other.

    Interesting post.

    Best wishes

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    1. Yours is an inspiring story, Joseph. Proud to have you as a fellow traveler in life. So much more proud to see God working dynamically in your life. What a magnificent God we have!!

      I hope that God sends more blessings down your way.. far more beyond measure! God bless you and your family.

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  2. Hello Ellen,

    Many,many thanks for your words of appreciation. Encouragement from friends like you gives me the motivation and courage to carry on.

    God bless you and your family.

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    1. The pleasure is all mine. Your wisdom enriches our friendship. God bless you and your family.

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